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 Posted: Sun 18:33, 29 May 2011 Post subject: Associated with the day of love |
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Acacia into my door,
know I missed her greatly. Sauvignon Blanc looks
Xi Yi,
Acacia Come short of infinite.
trip had known people,
Ru Mo did meet.
a high school at the same table with the phone when he said very earnestly, you know, in high school when I feel you're a nerd, always immersed in the classroom, studying hard, like a sculpture of the general unshakeable. This makes me quite by accident, but also under attack. I have so stay it? He also stressed the temporary nature of the additional one we all remember so fiercely that the vindication of a return for himself. But maybe that is the case, when bent on the university entrance exam in high school, what thoughts do not. After college, found Little girls love their history and some are even faster to write a book, and my experience was actually an empty love. So many days I began to imagine a leisurely love, like romantic novels can imagine circumstances where, as in love, soaring season met a boy, life is the most wonderful time with our love ... ...
original decorating and love a person is very simple.
Han delay the square in Beijing, anxious station run around looking for us. The sun shines on his face, a reflection of strange light. I'm in the crowd, will be looking at him, actually curious coincidence did not call him. See wind in his hair, gently open his T-shirt, one of his turn into the one I like the plot of the film, in that moment, what my heart good to be hit a bit ... ...
know Han delay is only logical thing, I never thought he would stir up my life, what a calm waves. My college is far away from home. So few fellow high school alumni even more rare situation indeed. School a few months later, we finally found each other alumni. Far away as if our long acquaintance in general, feel very intimate with each other, even though I was the only girl, but I do not feel alone. I remember I asked you the name Han delay can be really interesting, thought you did not know Hebei come from? In fact, I've long heard of him, not because of how he fell well, but his puppy love thing so much noise is relatively large, almost everyone knows. But I have not seen him, on the university to see the true colors. His appearance is not outstanding, is not very high, dark complexion, not a handsome boy, but people feel very spirit.
several of our fellow feeling very well, often on the phone, and occasionally go out together a meal with each other. Not play his personality, very calm, but very humorous conversation, I like to hear him past the interesting, what was it he said have become fun. At that time, I think he is a very interesting guy, is also worthy of the friends.
2006 During the summer vacation, I go home with him. I think it will go before a pleasant journey, but some things really are so unexpected, the result is like some people by surprise. Also with us on the road northeast me a few fellow, we laugh, the time passed quickly.
we turn to Beijing Station, the results actually get separated, so I see him in Beijing, the square around the station looking for our scene [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], from that moment, I know that some things have begun to degenerate. The second half of the train, he had a cold, cold medicine took from me is to eat more, the results have been sleeping along the way, I am not worried about it any way. At that time we only have a seat, let him sit and sleep, he stood next to him, let him hold up his arm resting against it [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], this is the only thing I can do for him. People around that we are the lovers, I argued that not, but my mind was some anxious. Had to do something they like people who are so happy. Although the arm has been sore, but I hope this journey will not end, let we do go all the way until the end can not have been so quietly for him to do it all.
sudden I wanted to love is not meant for no good ending.
2006 in the summer, so I started my sad secret love. This is a secret no one knows, like a seed in the absence of attention to the corner began to sprout silently, soaring. In those days, happiness sad. I am a good person in disguise, Han delay I never knew how his feelings change occurred. But I do not expect what the future with him. He gave me the feeling, as if the martial arts in the prodigal son, I did not go all the way to grasp him. The more care may be the more cautious. I was afraid of injury, do not know in what way with him. Perhaps it is love, so it timid.
introverted personality that no one will believe I will be with other people to tell the truth [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I do not believe it. But I actually did. Confused because I do not want to love [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], for their own regrets, even if no results, I still do it again.
result, as I expected, and we ultimately did not become a peer who, reminding us of scenes of two parallel lines, destined to no chance of intersecting. I clearly remember, that unusually cold day, as if destined to give me a sad environment in general. I still hypocritical smile all the way, I finally know what a forced smile, what is pretend strong. Not for the other, the heart has been lost, I can not give up the only difference between self-esteem, I determined not to allow him to send me back to the dorm, he can not stand to see me back the next street, and I left him the last expression is still a smile. But turned around, tears burst like a flood, flood, flood ... ... I walked from the gate of the dormitory, the campus of the way around the lap lap, and I traveled to every corner of the campus, walking and tears, to go The crowd had rushed, but I alone have only himself. I have long thought this is the result of the acceptance process, but the pain was so hurt I thought that the pain is not caused by physical, that heartache was unable to breathe just a scam, I finally rejected by their own, because my heart is almost painful convulsions. That cold night, I have no feeling in his legs went, the tears flow and dry. Walk through the crowd at the strange, I heart hanging in the night wind, the pain of any of its struggles, has been the perception of pain to lose like the ability to ... ...
love could be so hurt. If love is met with complete indifference, then the damage can only hysteria.
I think this can get a clear result, but the pain never stops. Associated with him as long as I feel hurt and will be tears. My heart is like moving into a monster, the total time to time, deliberately tore my wounded heart, these days, I overwhelmed. Full possession of his diary for the outsiders I do not mind, but also take over the midnight wanton tears flowing. To this day, the world's second boy did not cry as I broke our hearts, so can not control, harder and harder as the pain.
I've always admired the level of their camouflage, the villagers were in together, I was so free and easy nature. No one has seen clues, I smug, but sad to intoxicate themselves with alcohol, but I never dared tried this method, because alcohol makes me insane, suffered a crushing defeat in love, I was too intense to self-esteem describe. The hypocrisy of people destined to bear alone. So I have been walking alone, I shed tears all the way to pay homage to love.
long after today, I experienced two feelings have failed miserably. I know, I naively believed that a new relationship is the best way to cure the pain proved, but is self-deception, but more people involved, no reason to provoke the feelings of right and wrong. I even often have a deep sense of guilt. But my heart has always been a shadow, lingering, others and can not be replaced. My college, only loved one person, but Tongrugusui
graduate and I know I can go farther and farther with him. Tough love is that I have a complete break. Love the line will cut off, my heart was about to be drawn out, do not know who would not love hard sided love happiness than some. But I am afraid that day comes ... ...
and youth on the day, Subway smells ... ...
blossoms thanks Chun, too hastily, but unfortunately move to Hanyu night to the wind. Yan Zhilei, stay drunk phase, when weight naturally to water often in life Changhen East.
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